Friday, June 28, 2013


Dear Diary:

I have nothing new to report. No good news as of late. In fact, the only news I seem to get is rejection these days, and I do not know how much more of it I can handle.

So when I get some good news, I will let you know. Until then, just know that I am alive and won't do anything stupid.


  1. Why feel rejection?
    Your blogs are liked by many and many find their feelings mirrored in what you write. 48400 people find you interesting ..pretty good number you see..your diary is very well accepted dude.

    1. Its job related, or lack of job related

  2. :(
    I know how that feels. Every rejection only makes me doubt myself more and more and the it takes it's toll on the next opportunity. It's like a fucking cycle.
    I really wish you the best of luck and hope things change soon. Meanwhile trying hard to hold on to the thought that something better is awaiting and that's why things are not working out.

  3. I was in your boat, as many men are. I finally listened to my therapist who asked me: If I found two woman (both my ex wives) who both were the same and both treated me the same, why did I think that happened? And do I want it to happen again. I said no I don't. Then he said the words that changed my life. He said " Then when looking for your next future wife you have to do something completely different. I went as completely different as I could get, cancelling all my online dating accounts with match, Plenty of fish, Zoosk etc etc, and I opened an account on Asianbliss. I found the so many woman wanting to talk with me it grew my confidence back, and with confidence I flew to Manila and met the girl I talked to every day for 3 months. That was a year ago this june, I am 49 and my wife is 23, and we could not be happier. To restore confidence, you have to do something completely different than what you are doing. Go for it.

  4. You could try teaching abroad. I hear it's a lot of fun.

  5. You can always teach abroad but you can't teach them much.

  6. I'm just going through a divorce now and thankfully I have a fairly steady job. Keep your head up dude! If you get a few minutes check out my blog