I REALLY WANT SOME FUCKING NICOTINE.
Not only is my mouth fucking hurting, but I cannot take the edge off with a dip, so, I am a bit annoyed.
But on the bright side, I will finally be able to give up that disgusting habit, even if at this very moment, I would love pop a dip in.
Now, for those who have never had an addiction to nicotine, I say first, don't judge. Going cold turkey is difficult. It is oftentimes more mental than physical, but I can feel my body having some type of reaction to having no nicotine in my system for almost 48 hours.
Furthermore, I am fucking staring at a can of dip right now. It is less than ten inches away from my hand. But, I know that if I put a dip in, it will only be temporary gratification and I risk causing seriously painful side effects to the wisdom tooth sockets that still need to heal. So, considering I am not a fucking fan of the dentist, not to mention the fact that I continue to hear the sound (oh that terrible fucking sound of the tooth being separated from the bone!) playing in my head, I am not even risking it, not even for thirty seconds.
But if you see me on the street, please try to refrain from pissing me off. I just may sever your head from your body for shits and giggles.